things just don't seem to be working out. everything has been going downhill, and i don't know what to do about it. i mean, i need to stop being selfish and all that jazz, but hey, i just want to be happy. lately, i haven't been happy. i've been stressed out, annoyed, cranky, and irritated. it's my relationship, my team, my home, school, everything. i've just reached the point where i don't want any of it anymore. like i want to run away, change my name, and be a taco maker in ensanada. sigh. i dont know what to do. i think what's stressing me out the most is my relationship, cuz honestly, most of my time and effort has gone into that. it shouldn't even be the most important thing to me, but it's what's bringing me down the most. its so distracting and time consuming. because of it, i have spent less time with my friends and family. i just want to get away from my boyfriend for a little bit and be with my friends. but they dont even want to talk to me. it's like ive become a whole other person. i hate everything and everyone. well, time to make new friends... goodbye for now.