i always feel underestimated and over looked, especially when it comes to dancing/ the dance team. i've always wondered if i'm right; no one likes me or respects me. i mean, sure i'm a captain in training, but i'm pretty sure not a lot of people would agree that i do not deserve that title. i feel like the people ahead of me, aka the captains, don't feel i should be a cit. they don't realize that i do the most work out of the 4 of us. i've never missed an opportunity to get ahead. i've attended all the garage sales, even when i didn't have to. i'm not trying to kiss ass or anything... but as a cit, shouldn't you want to do it? eh, i don't really know. when we're told to do something, i always do it. when the one time i don't, i get punished. and it's usually not my fault. ugh. sure, there are a few captains that believe in me, but there rest do not. i'm not saying that focus all their non-belief on me. ha. imagine tho? i just would like to know what i'm doing/ not doing to get myself noticed in a positive way. or at least, not looked at as the underachiever. i would really like to be taken seriously.