i don't know what has gotten me into this type of mood. i'm just mad and hating everything. fuck. literally tearing up over nothing. can i just.... ugh. is it because i'm fat? like i can't live the way i want because im fucking morbidly obese? is it because my boyfriend told me i need to watch my weight (which is some fucked up shit, right there)? whatever it is, everything just leads up to how unhappy i am with my body. i don't look good dancing because it's like a sack of potatoes. i have no neck. im shorter than the average 16 year old girl. i dont know. well, no... maybe my problems dont only revolve around my appearance. i just hate everything. (: FUCK EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING. i wish i were happy.