MEAN.

i've been informed that i have ugly taste in guys! =[
trey songz isn't ugly... his gf is. =]
omarion.... mehhh.
drew roy. not ugly!
tg. not ugly... but kinda looks like enrique iglesias. o_o
pharrel isnt ugly. he's just old.
that one guy... whose name i forgot... he was hot. haha.
channing tatum was just a tad bit faggish.
rob hoffman. old. put on weight since i've last seen him.
mm... ahahaha.
bryan puspos! the fact that he's a dancer adds to it.
eric! that one dude in timothydelaghetto's vids??
alex from wassabi.
gabe bondoc is a cutie face. lol.
bowwow... not that bad.
chingy. bi?

lmao. i got nothing else to say.
i already said enough. haha.

imbored.

If it isnt love
Why do I feel this way
Why does he stay on my mind
If it isnt love
Why does it hurt so bad
Make me feel so sad inside
If it isnt love

i love new edition! =]
no personal connection...
it kinda has one... but it's not like i'm in love.

oh dear.

i was listening to a drake song.
i remembered something that happened in my dream.. like a week ago.
lmao. i had a dream that i was attracted to him. sick sh!t.
too ugly. im attracted to his songs. -___-

yO.

today was a really fun day! i went to popeyes. =P before practice. woot woot holla. got fries & that tuesday chicken thing. and mountain dew! haha.
had practice. which was actually pretty fun. i actually got most of the sh!t. i just cant remember it right now. =] i can only remember up to... one of the "5"s. the one where you squat. haha.
argued with this one girl. ugh, people these days.
tv show taping monday. good answer, b!+ch?
twitter. i actully signed up. how the hell, man.

lettinggo.

that sh!t's hard!! damnnn.
imma have to do it.
just... i can't right now.
too much!
i'm too lazy.
it's loooooove.
haha.










but on the bright side! there's a new guyy. lmao.

mysigh

omgaaaaah. 1st coed practice! funnerific. awkward... cartwheels and strange dips? funnnn. forgetting the routine in front of everyone? funnn. i feel bad for my partner... lmao. i think im too heavy. we weigh about the same tho... o_o i needa eat better. its coo'.

todaaaaay was an okay day. better than yesterday, for sure. controlled my emotions... lmao. except that i woke up crying... haha. and i wrote like a freaking... ughhh. sick. lmao. i would never do that!! im not a cry baby. i hate being a girl... once a month. i talked to the.... yeah. i was writing in the drunk state of mind. =] howww the hell. whatever.
practice seemed really short... blah. dont remember military. omg! i fell out of my headstand, now i have a bruise on my elbow. ahahaha.
what am i gonna do without drill? lol.

i HATE getting all emotional with ppl other than... sorry to say... brant. like that dork is the only person who knows how it feels! when i did today, i was like... awkward....


well ehhh.


others' failures please me.

boredom.

protection.
friendship.
stuff.
love.
humor.
honesty.
happiness.
spazz.
music.
crack.
lmao.
ugh, boys.
OBSESSION.

weekendspt2.

oh dayum. today. was the worst day... of the month.
woke up at 10. got up. computer. tv. texted. texted the wrong person obviously. made the mistake of calling him my best friend. shall i just talk about that for a moment? yep. kaaay. there's this dude. my friend, whatever. i pissed him off somehow, & yeah... still is i believe. and of course, if someone hates me or whatever, the feeling's gonna be mutual! so like right now.... i'm pissed. lmao. but it's nothing. like.. i'm good with making things better, but like... idk what even happened. my friend said forget about him. but that's freakin hard dammit. so i'm trying to avoid starting a convo with that person. if he wants to talk... cool. let's talk then. my friend BRANT. was being the best todaaaay. more than other days. haha. he helped. lmao. i always complain to him. we do that a lot. we have issues. -___-' but it's coo. he's the only one i can trust. like for reals. lmao. okay what is this, a hack? kay. "wtf?!? if u can, throw it away! don't think about him! changing the subject. Nice weather, huh?" oh yeeeah forgot to mention something about that. lmao. IT'S OVER. freeeee. now i can like whoever without feeling guilty. but yeaah. the day sucked... except the cookies & smoothies. & the conversation with brant. & the fact that i made coed dance!! somehow. l.m.a.o. that's riiiight! i think i'm being tested tho. i hope i pass! maybe today wasnt that bad. just the 1st half. hmmm. boys... you can only have one as your friend, huh? i think too much.

weekendspt1.

saturday was hella funn. my daaay:
woke up at 6:44 am to find that i had 2 missed calls from ernesto. lmao. tried to get ready as fast as i could. went to ralphs, bought ice. went to the carwash. like 6 people were there. i wasnt even late. what a waste of rush. i coulda spend like... an hour more sleeping. but itss all good. it didnt start until like... 9. had fun conversing. aww. martin got the same phone as me. -__-' he basically stole most of my songs. haha. not cool. his looks nicer... well it's new... & he basically taught me how to use my own phone. well i guess thats good. i learned how to use blu tooth. but then i forgot. lol. "owned". yeh. its all good tho. then a car came. me & shelby went advertising. horrible. we're the worst advertisers everrr! lmao. texting & what not. lmao. flipping signs!! kay then we were corrected by like 3 ppl. so we just left. washing cars isnt bad. its pretty fun. [oh damn i just missed 11:11 by a minute just now] drying sucks. got sprayed by the damn hose a million times by those damn hoes. JK. [love you ernieeee, martin, & randy (sorta)] got used to it after a while. cuz then the weather changed. next week i'm bringing a swim suit. haha. then... chilled for a bit. ate. then was forced to advertise. i just walked behind randy as he shouted things. honestly, he pissed me off soooo bad when we were walking around. details on the box. ughh. lmao. but whatever. thats done with. anyways. went back to the washing & drying. after i saw juliannnn. lmao. then he started texting one of his friends with my phone. i read the convo... cuz u know, it's my phone... hmmm. what happened julian? lmao. jk. he left. i pissed off the person he was texting. lmao. it's my job tho. washing... drying. watched randy park a car. LMAO. funny sh!t. i took a picture but you cant really tell how he did it. then everything was oberr. we cleaned up. they made me carry the biggest box. even the skaters noticed. but its okay. when i got up there the whole ballet thing. blah. came out... martin, mr abusive, carried me down the stairs.. upside down. scariest sh!t in my life. i could've died. lol. but it was fun. if u saw, you wouldve been laughing. haha. but its okay. ate fruit. =] martin doesnt know how to use a fork. went to the pool... didnt go in. went back.. went home. realized my phone was dying. REALIZED martin has my charger. turned off my phone. turned it back on. crashed. killed my phone. woke up at 4 this morning. went back to sleep. woke up at 10.

fckdupfridays.

friday beach trips. blaaah. usual. burnt and crispy back, lunchables, ginormous ditches, name in the sand, textage, dead phone.
by the end of the summer, imma have skin cancer. but heeeyy. i get a tan every friday. so no more pale skin. no more "mistisa". i'm a dark filipino b3tch. i blend in... which is kinda sad. *sigh* my anemia will make me look paler. gotta love those health conditions, right?
my back gets burned every beach trip. well, we've only had two, but i got burned on both. on the same place. why do people find it so fascinating to peel the skin off my back? whatever.
lunchables... i dont even eat at the beach. i eat on the bus.
ditches. the dudes (and erielle) like to dig huge ditches. for what reason? who knows. maybe it's a rest-ditch? nah. they just piss in the ocean. am i right?
everyone writes their name in the sand.
texting my friends kills my phone. i hardly ever touched it on friday tho!
kay. general sh!et.

"When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams."

-dr. suess.

cute quote.
he's a genious!!
so obviously, i've never been in love.
i'm in a blogging mood.

fifththe... i give up.

sooo i haven't been consistently taking my iron pills. i take em! isn't that enough? like, am i gonna die if i don't? holy cr@p i started that sentence with "like". that's a horrible habit. it's bad enough that i say it out loud, but even when i'm typing? it makes me sound like a ditz. but anyway! i should have a specific time to take my iron pill. normally i'd just take it when i can remember to. well you know what? i don't feel like talking about that.
so right now i'm like trying to find the right position on my bed. that doesn't sound right, does it? well lets see. it's so hot that i'm not comfortable wherever i lie down on my bed. i'm sitting up now! woot woot hollaaa. i'm pretty comfortable, besides the fact the i'm burnt on most of my upper body! i went to the beach on friday. speaking of friday! it was a very interesting day. lemme tell u about it, yeah? this is how it went.
i'mma tell you every little detail lol.

i woke up hella early so i could get my mom to sign my permission slip (she goes to woke at like, 8). so i get all that cr@p done. ya know, got money & stuff for the bus. then i went on the computer. myspace, aim, the usual. i start talking to one of my friends. he wanted to go out to eat & play ball. well i just woke up & stuff. i wasnt really in the mood, but i was hella hungry. so i say sure, then i took like a "quick" shower. got dressed. packed my duffel-bag for the beach. i grab a basketball, ever so slowly. then went outside to my friend's car. blah. blah. we ate chili cheese fries at tommy's. really good, btw. didnt have time to play ball. dropped me off at school... where there was a whole load of people lined up to go on the bus. i was like. perfect timing! so yeah. waited in line for a while. got on the bus. smushed up in the back. it was soooo packed! at least i got to sit near my friends. misty, erielle, ninap., quincy, carla, shelby and yoon. but my @$$ was falling off the seat! we had to put three on a seat. my butt isnt big... but i was falling off that stupid seat. it was fun tho! not the falling off the seat part, but the bus ride! it was kinda cool how you couldnt even see the floor when you looked down the aisle. all you saw were legs & bags. everyone brought people! i didn't know you could do that. i thought she said no to that. oh well. i'm still not bringing anyone to any of the beach trips. it's bonding time! we waited in the bus for almost, if not, an hour. it was so annoying. i think we were waiting for people. blah we finally took off to the beach. chyeeeah. we got there. and i, for some weird reason, was so fascinated by the sand. really weird. so we found a spot.... actually we followed ernie to a spot. we got all our sh!t together. i hesitated to take off my shirt. i'm so freaking self conscious! but i did it. haha. it was a "screw it" moment. then i put sunblock. =] then me and erielle ran to the water. played. freaking cold. got used to it. i've noticed that erielle never takes off that necklace. o_o kay then we went in & out of the water. blah blah blah. skip. then! i forgot what happened next. we played a game. well most of us watched. planks. i took off my shirt & i didnt know what to do with it so i threw it in front of me! we had to do planks in the water. a wave came & got my shirt. lmao. but a little girl saved it! she was sooo cute. lol. we all ran into the water after wards because we were all muddy and gross. we played in the water. clogged up my ears & shiet. i still kinda cant hear in my right ear. so got out... ate... got lectured... i couldnt really hear tho. got a shaved ice. cherry, strawberry kiwi, & lemon lime! traveled. came back. practiced headstands & texted people. my sister, my friend, & jolly gal. headstands. sand makes everything difficult. i could do it... but it sucked. ohh. by that time i realized the my entire back was burnt... crispy. not that it was crispy... but it was really burnt. i put a jacket on. it bugged me tho! then we all watched daniel, kquez, john, & pengs... follow a tradition. & had cupcakes!! chyeah. it was boonie's birthday. then left?? i cant really remember anything after the cupcakes. picture will be up later.


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fourth...blog.

so lately i've been feeling like poo. who knows why. maybe its this bright sunny weather. maybe it's because i haven't seen most of my friends in while. maybe its because i realized that i may never see my friends again maybe it's because it's hot. maybe because my back, shoulders, face, and chest is sunburned (lmao, shut up). maybe it's because i got lectured. maybe it's because i'm broke. maybe it's because i have to wear these stupid rubber-bands. maybe it's because we have to practice in the burning sun every monday & tuesday. maybe it's because i found out i'm not allowed to talk to certain people. maybe it's because my four person family is breaking up. maybe it's because i don't have a boyfriend (-_-). maybe it's because i haven't registered for school yet and i'm already on the dance team. maybe it's because my life just is poo. nah. can't be.