merry christmas!

or not. once again, this is another rant about my so-called love life... and out of all days-christmas. there isn't much i could really say. our relationship isn't going as well as it used to. we're fighting like every other day, like literally. and i don't find his attempts to be cute... well, cute... anymore. he usually gets me every time. i guess i'm just getting really bored with this whole relationshit thing. i need something new and exciting! im not saying i dont love my boyfriend anymore, i do! trust me. i just need something to- i don't know- spice it up, maybe? im tired of this routine bullshit. maybe we do need a break. but that's never really worked out too well with us. it's kinda hard to do that when we always see each other.... literally. ive wasted so much time on that fucker. if i was to not spend any time on him at all, my day would be filled with facebook and tumblr and all that shit. what a waste, right? whatever. i just don't know what to do at this point... i'm pretty much.... stuck.