mysigh

omgaaaaah. 1st coed practice! funnerific. awkward... cartwheels and strange dips? funnnn. forgetting the routine in front of everyone? funnn. i feel bad for my partner... lmao. i think im too heavy. we weigh about the same tho... o_o i needa eat better. its coo'.

todaaaaay was an okay day. better than yesterday, for sure. controlled my emotions... lmao. except that i woke up crying... haha. and i wrote like a freaking... ughhh. sick. lmao. i would never do that!! im not a cry baby. i hate being a girl... once a month. i talked to the.... yeah. i was writing in the drunk state of mind. =] howww the hell. whatever.
practice seemed really short... blah. dont remember military. omg! i fell out of my headstand, now i have a bruise on my elbow. ahahaha.
what am i gonna do without drill? lol.

i HATE getting all emotional with ppl other than... sorry to say... brant. like that dork is the only person who knows how it feels! when i did today, i was like... awkward....


well ehhh.


others' failures please me.