i know i complain a lot; and trust me, there's still a lot i have to complain about, but that can wait. let's take the time now to appreciate the little things. well, they're not that little. in fact, it's these "little" things the make my day, my week, my goddamn life. my god, i'm going to sound like a bop but i know for a fact i'm not! here goes.

small thoughtful gestures really amplify when it comes from someone that you really love and care about. every look he gives me sends tingles down my spine. his smile resonates in my thoughts long after he's stopped. wow, i didn't realize i sound like a simping ass teenage boy. at any rate, those virtual kisses always get me through a bad day, and let me tell you, thats pretty much everyday. from late night skype calls, to early morning facetime calls, i love falling asleep to his face just as much as i love waking up to him. he makes me feel safe... maybe it's because he makes me text him whenever i arrive somewhere and whenever i leave he texts me to be safe. as annoyingly fatherly as he can be sometimes, i'm thankful that he cares. he's so amazing to me. as much as he likes to deny it and as much as he hates to be told, he truly is that-amazing. and then some. what would i ever do without him? i love him to death. it's gr8. it really is.