desperately want to cut my hair. (yes, it's real)

Dear you,

i don't care what you think of him. we have different tastes obviously. he makes me happy, and honestly your opinion means nothing to me. you say "your boyfriend is a clingy, annoying bitch. sorry." sorry? really now. see, i don't find him annoying or clingy. maybe it's because i just might be the same way. you don't have to say shit about him. i'm fine with it. so it shouldn't matter to you whether he's clingy and annoying or not. although i don't care what you think, when you say all that shit i just wanna say SHUT THE FUCK UP, YOU'RE FUCKING ANNOYING. NO ONE CARES.

this is so unlike me.

i love how he still wants to hold my hand, hug me, and kiss me even though i'm disgustingly sick. i always tell him, "do u really want to do that? you're going to get sick, y'know." he always replies with "it's okay."

Just another day.

this is really silly of me, but i can't help but look at my ex's tumblr. it's not that i miss him or that i'm curious about his life. to be honest, i just want to make sure that he misses me. yeah, that's completely fucked up and really stupid. trust me, i know. i wanna know that i was the highlight of his life, but at the same time, i totally fucked it up. you know how they say murderer's tend to return to the scene of the crime? or something like that. yeah, i feel like that's what i'm doing. i wanna see what damage i've done. am i really that cruel? ahah. maybe. well from what i've seen, he's gone back to his old habits. partying, drinking, smoking, the usual. yes, that kinda pisses me off. i know it shouldn't and it's none of my business. is it that i still care? meh. hell naw. but i just hate how the whole time we were together. he said that he's above the influence and all that bullshit. makes me wonder what else he's lied about. damn. he's not even worth it. okay. damn, fuck my life. why the fuck does he still get to me? and his posts say all this stuff about exes and what not. well, i was his last ex, but i don't know. supposedly he's happy and all that shit with some anonymous girl. haha. whatever. i already know who it is.

Just watched The Hot Chick

that movie is so stupid, yet hilarious.

at our BBM workshop. i felt so flexible that day. the day after, i couldn't do it. haha. excuse my pointe.

Look at this poser bitch

DAMN, look at this bitch. little 8th grader who thinks she can dance. pft. who does she think she is? gosh, she's so ugly! it's obvious she's had absolutely no training. why did she even bother? ugh. she totally just made a fool of herself...





oh wait. that was me.